Ugh, sort of down this afternoon. Quite an odd feeling when you're used to being perpetually "up". I can't think of anything that's
really triggered it either. Suppose I shouldn't complain, I haven't had to battle with depression like so many other ts women. *Sigh*
I spent a little time working on my disclosure letter to my Dad today. I really meant to get that done before the end of the month and
sent out but I'm a total slacker with everything. I suppose I still have some time left before February roles around to get it out.
Putting those words in writing really solidifies that this whole transition thing is happening. Dear Dad, I'm a girl. Maybe it would be
better if I gave him some more details. Ok, so I promise once I send it out to post a copy here. Stupid perhaps but what would be the
point in opening myself up to complete strangers if I held anything back? Why start building boundaries now right? And of course I'll
share whatever response I get. I'm kind of drawing on a lot of different sources from online and literature I've read so if you see
anything that looks familiar, forgive my plagiarism. I promise not to profit from your ideas if I use some of them.
On a completely unrelated note, my hair finally all goes up in the back (as in a ponytail as apposed to pig tails). I almost cried on Thursday
when I realized. Ha, thanx HRT for giving me tears at the drop of a hat. Also, I realized (the same time) that the hair that used to grow
down the back of my neck from the hairline is now all but gone. Success on that one. With my hair so long and wearing it down all the time I hadn't
noticed. I suppose this belongs in a different area of my website so expect to see duplicate.
Umm...guess that covers everything. I'm gonna go mope for a while. Hopefully get something useful done too.
"Mother looking at me
Tell me what do you see?
Yes, I've lost my mind
Daddy looking at me
Will I ever be free?
Have I crossed the line?"