Thank you to everyone who's sent me emails and signed my guestbook. I decided to start this part of my website so everyone who has been asking can get to know me a little bit better. It's odd, I've heard a million different stories from other girls on HRT about mood swings and depression and morning sickness etc. etc. but to be honest since I started taking hormones, I have been completely manic. Go figure. Maybe I'm just happy to finally be on the right path, who knows? Oh, and here's a weird, off the subject comment. I was watching The Matrix yesterday (the original one) and it was really strange. It was the scene where Neo and Trinity had gone to the military building to get Morpheus and they were standing on the roof of the elevator, about to disengage the car. And Neo grabs onto the elevator cable and then hooks his arm around Trinity. It was right about this point that I realized that I was completely identifying with Trinity's character, unconciously. Well, maybe that doesn't sound weird, but before I decided to transition, when I watched a movie like that, I would identify with the male role, but admire the female character in a 'I want to be that person someday' sort of way. Just made me feel odd, but good of course. I've heard that when you are undergoing HRT, male brain wave patterns change to resemble the female pattern. Maybe I'm reaching that point. Oh well, I guess this is a good start. I'll catch up with all of you again soon.